Boys will be Boys
I recently described myself as "undateable." I don't know the rules of dating. I don't get the rituals. I hate the bullshit. And I am not very patient. I just want to meet someone and get to know them while they get to know me.
I can be pretty intense sometimes. I don't hold back if I feel I am not getting what I need, I say it. But at the same time I am aware that the world doesn't revolve around me and a good partner/mate/boyfriend has a life of his own.
Not so long ago, I met this guy Blaine and I thought there would be something between us. He called me often and I always got butterflies whenever he did. Then he stopped calling. He just stopped. Then today, after not hearing from him for several days, I get an email. Perhaps I am undateable because I pick guys that don't want to date. I think I might be a serial loser date.